Love Quotes

It was only a moment, but in that moment I loved you more than I will ever love anyone in a lifetime.

Thursday, June 26, 2014

It's just another day

I keep telling myself this, "it's just another day", even when the memories come in like waves crashing on rocks, I need to go on, so I say to myself  "it's just another day". The same emotions, as if living them once more for the first time, for that time, and yet, I have to keep thinking "It's just another day". Nothing special, except one more year where your presence is not here, one more year I am reminded of how and when I lost you. "Just one more day" I hear my inner voice tell me, only that this marks the 6th year. And still I have to repeat to myself "it's just another day" I wonder if it will ever stop, me having to say this to myself, not having to feel this, so sad and guilty at the same time. I know it's not fair, but no one ever said it would be. For now I will continue to repeat today's mantra, because it is the only way I can survive it, For now "it's just another day"...

Wednesday, June 25, 2014


Just for tonight you can come and stay with me. Just for this night, you can wear your mask and I will wear mine. We will be to each other what we need to be for each other, I won't be me and you won't be you. We will become them.

You will hold him and I will feel his embrace. I will kiss you and it is her lips you will respond to. We will play our parts, we will become what our hearts truly desires. No words are needed, just us.
I will hold your hand like she does, you will look at me like he does. It is not you I am going to bed with, but the one I love, the one that is not here with me. It is not me you are spending the night with, but the one that stole your heart with no intention of returning it.

I know they won't understand, or maybe they will. Maybe in our shared solitude, our shared loneliness, our longing for each other, maybe they too look for another to become us. Maybe we all wear our masks for the one we are with, hoping to see, even if for a split second the one we truly want.

But for tonight, just for tonight, I will wear my mask for you, you will wear yours for me, and for tonight I can be with him, like I long to be. Even if in the morning I shall wake and find you next to me, for a moment, I was complete, and right now, that is all that matters.

Tuesday, June 24, 2014

She kept on asking him not to hurt her, to please not hurt her, and every time he would smile, look into her eyes with tender love in his and just say "I love you", that would be all, she would feel at peace just hearing him say it, because she knew he meant it. He understood her pain, her fear, her fragile love, because he was the same. 

See at last they had found each other. 

Friday, June 6, 2014

Love Letters

It would seem that as of late those around me have gotten inspired and have decided to bless us with their thoughts, feelings and emotions. I was lucky to have this sent to me, and because of it's beauty, because of its purity and because of the sentiment in these words, I share it with all of you. I hope it moves you as much as it did me. 

I never considered or believed I would fall in love with someone again the way I am falling for you. Never have I known the feeling of falling without the insecurities that come with the ecstasy.  Each moment of each day that I learn something new about you I become more addicted. It's an addiction to know you on deeper levels than anyone has ever known you. This will take time, and with the unusual calm that I feel, I know time is not our enemy, yet what will allow us to flourish. 

In such a small time you have inspired me in so many ways, my only desire is to be the same inspiration to you. I can't ever remember a time I have been so naked and transparent with someone and not feel vulnerable, with you I am me, myself and I.

In our conversations I have found in you someone who I can blurt out my crazy thoughts, and amazingly, you don't judge, you just add fuel to the fire and light up my imagination. Love it.

At first I thought, "How could I have known a person for 10 years and yet not know them?" Again, trust in life and there is no need to question, just be thankful for being blessed for surviving the really low and bad times to appreciate this once in a life time opportunity with you. I am in awe with your passion, intelligence, beauty, kindness, strength, dedication, and above all your love, patient and devotion to that very little special person.

Thank you for allowing me the glimpses of what hides behind your walls, trusting me with feelings that you know could cause pain if mistreated. Never have I believed in people who say you can trust me, so that I will never say, all I ask is for you to continue lowering your walls and to keep growing in confidence that you are safe in my hands.

So my love, here is my first love letter to you.

With all my love, your Charming.  

Monday, June 2, 2014


I could think of a million ways to introduce this post to you, since it was not written by me, but it was, however, written for me. But the truth is, that while I sit here thinking of it, thinking of the one who wrote it, all I can say, in the hopes that it sumarizes the million emotions I feel when reading it, is that She is my sister. 

You believe in me in ways no one else has ever believed in me, in your eyes I am truly Wonder Woman, for that I thank you and love you, for that you are more than my sister but my twin soul, I am glad I was able to find you in this lifetime when I need you the most, for this and many other things I'm stuck with you, at the end of the line it's going to be you and me living in a big house... 
these two old biddies with all these cats....
bet we even die the same day.....