Love Quotes


It was only a moment, but in that moment I loved you more than I will ever love anyone in a lifetime.

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

The way I am.

No I am not an easy person. No you won't always understand me. No I won't always agree with you. Yes I have a temper. Yes I put up walls. Yes I am stubborn. Yes I have issues like the rest of the world. No, I don't make it any easier for anyone. Yes I have ups and downs as well, more downs that ups probably. Yes I will break every once in a while, and yes, I will pretend that everything is fine, no matter how many times you ask. Yes, I am crazy. No, I won't lower my standards. Yes, I will probably lose it more often than not...

But... if you're able to see past all of that, if you're able to stand me at my worst, you will know that I am worth the trouble, I am worth all the crazy days, all the mood swings, all the possible tears. Because you will also know my best, you will see that I will go through the gates of hell just to see you smile, that I will always be by your side, that I will never give up on you, that I will fight all the battles that come, next to you.

You will know that I will love you with all I have and I will share with you all I am. I will give you a part of my most treasured possession, a part of my soul. 

Because, if you stay, then you are also worth it all. 

Monday, June 24, 2013

When things change

It is said that when some things are about to come to an end, you are able to sense it and it is even noticeable in your demeanor, the way you talk, walk, look, even the way you approach things, it all changes.

I believe this to be true. I saw it in his face right before he took the decision that would finally give him that long desired peace. I saw it in the faces of all those who stood by my side watching that old friend wave goodbye on that final day. And now, whether by desire or by certainty, i feel it once more crawling inside, and i see the looks of others as i feel the walls closing in, and the door shutting slowly. Could it be my turn to leave? Is the final chapter  of this long and dramatic story really being written? Is it finally time to move on? To willingly defy gravity?

Oh i hope so, because this time i am ready to leap.

Friday, June 21, 2013

So...but...then...Hesitation

I wanted to... but then I thought that....so I decided...well, no. I wanted to say that... but then I freaked out, so I said...no. I wanted to reach out and... just a bit to... and then maybe...no, my hand stood where it was. I wanted to do so many thigns...but...one by one, I said no.

Maybe I am a coward or maybe I am just hoping that I don't have to be the one to... but then... so...yeah.

Is just that...well, I just...you know...and so do I...but I can't...I won't...I just...

I guess this is all I can say. Even if it doesn't make much sense.

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

Life goes on.

-How do you do it?

-How do I do what?

-How do you deal with the vast emptiness that threatnes on swallowing you whole?

-Oh that. I live one second at a time. I step into the sunlight, close my eyes, feel the warmth and breath deeply. 

-Does it work?

-Sometimes.

-And when it doesn't?

-Then I breath a little harder. There is no other choice, life goes on, with or without them. 

-It hurts too much.

-It does.

-Why?

-Because it mattered. 

-I don't want to hurt.

-You will always hurt, you can chose not to suffer.

-How do I do that?

-Just breathe.

Saturday, June 8, 2013

Conversations

Him: So how come you don't have a boyfriend?

Her: (I almost choke on my food at the unexpected question) umm... where did that come from, I thought we were going for small, uncomplicated conversation.

Him: it's a simple enough question.

Her: that may not have a simple answer.

Him: I am sure you can simplify it enough.

Her: Can I just choose not to answer?

Him: yes, but that doesn't mean I wont ask again, some other time.

Her: well, I could come up with a million and one excuses.

Him: how about the truth instead.

Her: I don't know. I guess, I haven't been looking and no one seems to have wanted it enough for me to even consider it.

Him: I would think that someone like you would have men lining up to date you.

Her: someone like me?

Him: smart, gorgeous, sexy, fun...

Her: you're going to make me blush.

Him: just stating simple facts.

Her: no line of men. not before, not now, not ever.

Him: you should go to Europe, there you would be a huge thing.

Her: I would have to travel across the world just to get noticed?

Him: you get noticed here, but that is not what I meant.

Her: I once asked a friend of mine why it was so difficult for me, he said I intimidated men.

Him: I can see that happening.

Her: not you too!

Him: no really! I can see it happening.

Her: how?

Him: you are the type of woman who can fend for herself, you're beautiful, your head is not full of dumb things, meaning that a man would actually have to know something about anything to be able to talk to you, and you are not shallow, so a guy cannot come up to you and flash his immense riches, or fun toys and impress you.

Her: I thought that would be a good thing.

Him: it is, just that not everyone can see that. You add to any insecurity a guy may have.

Her: I what?!

Him: most guys, when in front of a woman like you, strong and independent, a woman that knows what she wants and can get it, start thinking less of themselves, they start with "If I go and talk to her will she turn me down?" "Will she even look at me?" "Am I her type?" "Would I be able to offer her anything?" "Would I be enough?" and a whole other bunch of things.

Her: Those things actually go through your mind?

Him: you'd be surprised!

Her: you don't seem to have that problem.

Him: I hide it pretty well, but I will confess that if you had not spoken to me first, I probably would have never even attempted to approach you, no matter how much I wanted to.

Her: What!!!!

Him: have you seen yourself?!

Her: I am not some kind of mythical creature!!!

Him: you are not exactly common either. You walk like you own the world, and you probably could, if you wanted to.

Her: I walk like that to hide my insecurity! Walk tall, firm step, don't let the world see your pain kind of stuff. I...

Him: well, it works. The looks, the walk, the brain, overkill.

Her: you are making me blush again.

Him: sorry

Her: I never thought guys were that insecure, I thought they were just not interested.

Him: we have perfected the "I don't care" face, saves us from a lot of embarrassing moments. Besides, if we make you guys think we are not interested, we avoid being rejected.

Her: Wao!, men have issues.

Him: as many as women.

Her: Did you overcome them, then?

Him: I learned how to deal with them. I risk it every once in while. 

Her: I wish more men would. If they don't risk it, they will never gain anything.

Him: yeah, well, it takes time.