The thing is you never realized that you were part of the problem, not because you reminded me, but because you couldn’t join me, and in that you left me alone.
You refused to see anyone else’s point of view or hear another’s opinion. You became blind and deaf to whatever I had to say or do, and you left me.
You made my worst fears a reality, only this time you did not physically leave, but slowly you started going away, until you were no longer there, and I no longer mattered.
And then I left. I stopped caring for what you thought, for what you said. You became a burden to me, something I could no longer tolerate, and no longer wanted. We became strangers, more than what we were. We forgot how to talk to each other, how to care for each other, we just didn’t matter.
You chose to settle for that, I refused, and this was our curse.
You blame me for leaving, but think back, and realize that you were never there.
You left long before you came. You say I did not fight, but there was nothing to fight for. You say I never really gave myself to you, and you are right, there was no one for me to give my heart to. You say I stopped caring, and it is true, because I never figured out how to love you.
So I guess we are both right. I did leave you. But in all honesty, you were never here, and you were never mine.
So now I say, goodbye.
To the one who never came to be.