Love Quotes

It was only a moment, but in that moment I loved you more than I will ever love anyone in a lifetime.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

So What Now?

So what happens now? Where do we go from here? How do we overcome this?
I am trying but you don't make it any easier. I am fighting, but my arms are tired. I am talking, but my words are mute to your ears. I am saying, with every fiber in my body, that I need you; but you're blind to my actions. I am about to give up, and I don't want to.
So what now? Tell me what now?
How do I endure this hell I am living? How do I satisfy this need I have? How do I stay true to you? How can I not do what my tricky mind tells me?
I am afraid.. very afraid...

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

The urge

Thus it starts again, I feel it running through my veins. It burns inside my body and urges my heart to beat. It becomes the voice of my soul and my desires best friend. It's evil intentions flood my mind and does not allow me to have one thought that's clear.
This urge I feel controls me entirely. There is no escaping from it, no hiding, no avoiding it. I can't stand what it does, what it turns me into. I feel like a hungry wolf in the look for its next meal, like a seductress in search for her next victim. And i fear that this might be stronger than my will, and that I surrender to it's wishes and desires. But worst of all, I fear that deep down inside, I want for the urge to succeed, to do it's biding; because underneath it all, it is what I want.

"Sin drives the lustful ones, and that sir, I am"